Friday, October 22, 2004
yo yo .. haiz.. life's so stressed up nowadays... even me, the ultimate slacker, also feels stress.. but i nt really feeling the stress frm the exams.. but more on the stress frm nt feeling stressed abt the exams despite it being so near..i dunno... las yr ard tis time i wuld be slogging it out with hazel and zhen zhen to study like hell.. but nw its like their nt even studying the same thing tat i study... and i dun hv much frens tat study the same thing to guide me.... feel so helpless.. for the past few days, i've been going out with sabby almost everyday... was supposed to study, but ended up slacking and archie comics haha.... its nt tat i dun enjoy these moments with sabby.. but i'm actually afraid .. afraid tat she might nt have enugh time to study bcos of me, and tat she will nt get gd grades...haiz... every night when she says that she wans to study.. part of me wans to study , but the other part wans to tok to her...den tok to her liao she's feel tired and go to slp... haiz.. am i draggin her dwn ? haiz..my results are like shit.. yet i'm nt worried abt myself.. test is tuesday.. but i'm still unclear abt so many things abt my subjects.. many regrets....haiz.. really wish to pass my exams and for her to get all the A's tat she wants.. maybe the saying is true.... "Behind every successful woman is a failure callled a man..." haiz...if i have a chance to pass. next sem i muz nt slack again !!! promise to myself....ok gtg study liao... pray for me guys... pray tat i will scrap thru pls... thnx God and Frens.. Love Ya Princess Sabee....
Just someone insignificant was all alone at 9:29:00 PM
